#Day38- It Doesn’t Have to Be the End

“Everything will be ok in the end. If it’s not ok, then it’s not the end” – Unknown

 

It’s been almost two months since I posted anything on here. It wasn’t that I was no longer ok with doing the challenge but it just got harder and harder to find things to be happy about.

I know there is always a bright spot in every negative situation but for a while I didn’t allow myself to see the light because the darkness hid my tears, my frustration and my fears. I should be less than two weeks away from 100 days but instead of giving up and instead of starting over I chose to finish starting today.

I am sure whoever started this trend meant for it to flow for 100 straight days but sometimes life doesn’t stay on course. We deviate and lose our way but as long as we get back on track things will be ok.

While I have fought through the darkness my one constant source of light has been my workouts. Fitness has become my therapy and the more I put into it the more frustration I get out.

Today I reached a new milestone, one that is finally documented and I am proud to see what happens when I put myself beyond the limits I set for myself. Even while pushing myself I tend to hold back so I know I have a long way to go until I reach my full potential.

That isn’t only in my fitness journey, but also in all aspects of my life. Today is only the beginning.

Published by: Pieces of Me

Often times we find ourselves hoping to following our minds rather than our hearts and we soon realize it's not the case. we get so caught up in our feelings and allow the stream of tears to sway us into making short term decisions that has long term effects. Sometimes we need to take a step back from ourselves and look at things from the outside. Ask ourselves is it worth it? Will I be ok with my decision tomorrow? Once we decide that it is worth losing we need to breathe in release and let go! No looking back, no regrets, just high hopes for the future, less frowns and more smiles. My name is Jordean Matthews and I am a native of Pleasantville, NJ. This blog showcases all things that are me. My life, my talents, my thoughts, my family. It truly displays all the pieces of me.

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